2011-11-28T13:40:00.003+08:00

I may not be perfect on the outside , but deep inside , I'm far way perfect than you expect . To me , most people look down on others who are not up to their standard . Popular guys go for popular girls , good-looking guys go for girls with looks instead of heart . Looks can be deceiving . Is it the inner beauty or outer beauty you go for ? I admit , I'm forever alone . I prefer living in my own world , rather than getting into a relationship where I always get hurt , criticized and stuff . I am a friendly person , but mixing around with too much friend can resolve to conflict and hatred . That's why I'd rather be on my own . I need a companion , someone who can accept me the way I am now till forever . But now I guess I'm not ready into all that . I used to give in too much in love . I trusted someone easily , fall for his sweet-talks and I played along throughout the game , & I lose . I don't wanna be that girl anymore . Weak , lousy girl ! I'll think with my brain now ; To find someone who really deserves my heart , and not my body . I'm not tryna be an emo girl or emo shit or whatever kay . This is all expressing myself ~

Well , for now , I ain't got nothing much to do . Just concentrating on my studies and how to maintain my friendship and bond between family . And yeaaaah , I'm so bored right now . I skipped school cos I overslept . Woke up early for school and I end up falling asleep again . Gotta change for the sake of my future . Hell yeahhh ! No plans today . I wanna go out , but ... I'm forever alone . Hungry lerr ! Uh okay , I wanna cook . I'm hungry like a tiger ! And sorry for the plain template . I'm lazy to edit and change it . Will change it soon , not now . Heh ! Cheerios , AMIGOS ;)

2011-11-27T22:31:00.001+08:00

Hello bloggers ! I'm back to blogging . Well , I've been blogging for these past years , but I deleted my blog due to some reason which I think is not necessary for me to tell . Err , yeah , I kinda miss blogging . That's the reason why I decided to create a new blog ; A New Chapter .

Basically , blog is my diary , where I can express my thoughts and feelings . Its a place where I can just blog whatever I want , things I went through , where I let go of my anger , sadness , happiness . Blogging is everything to me ! People can read my blog , get into my life , know my story and lastly know what kind of person I am . Life used to be tough for me back then .

But now , I learn how to treasure and appreciate people & things around me . I wanna be a better person . I wanna appreciate life while I still can . I admit , I didn't have a good past . I used to drink , smoke , rude , stubborn and stuff . I always went home late at night and I got scolding because of that . I never tried drugs , Alhamdulillah . I know it kills my mum slowly seeing me drunk . I feel you now , mummy .

I promised you and myself that I'll kick those bad habits , and I did . I changed because I know some people out there love me , including my family . I changed not because I have to but I myself wanted to . Its for my own good right ? I still got a long way ahead of me . I know I got a bright future ! Furthermore , I'm still young . And what about love ? Love is worth waiting . I don't wanna rush into a relationship without knowing much about the person . I don't wanna end up being fooled like how those guys did to me .I'm a grown-up now and I have to think with my brain , not heart . I'm single by choice , and I will continue to be till I meet someone that deserves me . I know its a loooong post , but ya , like what I typed above , I'm just expressing about my past.

Heh , okay . I'll end just here then . Cheerios <3

Story of My Life